NEW BOOTS

yay i bought new boots!

look!

ugh i hate this

that is a picture of the worst time of ther year! that's right right now!! these dumb winds are driving me absolutely insane i hate allergies. my head feels like it is going to explode my entire body itches and my throat is on fire oh yea and dont forget about the dry eyes and nose and ugh just horableness of it all!

i want to die!

So done

i'm so tired of orange county! I just looked up my area on the Calvary Chapel website! there are 12 calvarys within 5 miles of my house and there is more than a page full of calvarys within 15 miles of my house! that's crazy! it's such a blessing that we have that many places to go but then i looked at a few other states and some only have one or two that's crazy! why do we have here in southern CA have so many places and there are so many places all over the US not to mention the world that don't have anywhere to go?! I think it's time to step out and do something!

music test

heck yes i got 100% on my test so excited!!!! and my 2 middle classes to day were cancelled! yay so i am now taking a break till 4!!

for rachel

so rachel informed me that i never post anything mostly because i never knew anyone was actually reading so here you go rachel i love you

so the wedding was amazing it was so much fun!!! i love the shachah boys! josh, earl, brenden and steven, all amazing!!! steven baby is so cute he showed me so many pictures it was awesome! anyway totally fun i loved it

my uncle died that same night as the wedding that was really hard but the Lord is doing an awesome work in my life now and i am totally excited to see what He is going to do! they had an open casket funeral wierd why do people do open casket things i think it's so strange adn now when i think of him that's the picture that i remember i don't want to rememeber him like that ugh!

um yea that's it i guess oh the picture is my uncle bob (the one that died), uncle bill (lives in san fransisco area), my mom, and my aunt katherine (lives in atlanta)

wedding tomorrow

so i am singing in a wedding tomorrow with my good friends shachah and i am having trouble learning all of the songs some of them are easy but like when i fall in love not so easy i just can't remember the words it's irritating! usually i am so good with remembering words! i guess it doesn't help that i am trying to do a million other things aswell! like planning my study for tomorrow and thinking about worship tonight and well a million other things! ahhhh...

i miss kristen too!!

a little crazy

so i realised that i never came back and wrote about england my life has been absolutely crazy lately! i started school again it is so boring oh my gosh! but anyway i have been working althought that's not going very well and i am going to get a new job 2 years doing the same thing is enough i am done! so if anyone has suggestions for work let me know! and well my family is dyeing well some of it anyway my grandpa died in may (my mom's step dad) and my uncle (my mom's brother) was diganosed with liver cancer in i think feb. or something like that he is not doing good at all right now it's really sad and my other grandpa on that side (my mom's dad) is very sick to they dont really know what is wrong with him but he is on opium for the pain which i think is hilarious my grandpa is on opium! not to metion a few other people that i know dyeing or getting very sick oh yea and my friend Chris (more like my brother) got in a really bad motorcycle accident right before i got back from england. he technically died they had to resesitat him. so he should not be alive right now but he is and he is doing so much better he is even home now! it's been rather crazy but through it all the Lord is teaching me so much it's crazy! one huge thing that He is teaching me is the need for prayer. prayer is so important in our lives and for others too. The Lord can do so many things through prayer. He is also teaching me not to give up. i have been through so much this year and i know there is still more to come but through it all i know that the Lord has been here and will continue to be here for me no matter how much worse it gets. another thing that He is teaching me is to step out and share the love of Jesus with people with so many people that i know so near death it's crazy to think that they do not know the Lord and that they are going to hell! so anyway i'll try and post something on england one of these days for now this is my life and the Lord is totally faithful